THE STORY OF JOHNNY WHOOPER SWAN We go to school trusting our parents. We meet a teacher there who stands up front with a big desk, and a pointer. She or he trains us in an authoritative manner. We attach mentally to a life long need for authority in order to live lives successfully. Right so far? In my case, at the age of 25 I was ready to enter the practice of law where I hoped for success and a happy life finally. Very shortly, very shortly, I became anxious. There was a foreboding. I was made more uncomfortable with each experience. Law work is nothing like what I was told it would be. The system is corrupt. But I still cling to my expectation that career success is necessary to my happiness as a man. Each day my grasp of what the fuck success amounts to after all becomes more clouded, murkier. I hear songs on the airwaves and at concerts which describe my life as the life of a fool. What am I becoming? I want to rip off my business suit to run naked in the street with my hair on fire! But I am too afraid. In strange, weird (weird comes from a word meaning wise), fragmented steps I go about a journey of my own believing myself to be the first man to have failed in such a total way which journey works so as to break up my career, end a marriage, and start an entirely new way of relating with my two children whom I love deeply. Almost magically I meet a woman who is a career counselor who asserts a beautiful message that I am made to be joyful in my work everyday and at all levels. This understanding sets me on a completely new course. It is no longer a world of systems to me but an undivided one of unlimited beauty. It reminds me of a painting. A true masterpiece. I am drawn from within to learn the truth about my identity and nobody else can teach me that. From this point onward I will use thinking capacity for mastering mechanical processes and follow my heart, which includes my whole nature, which includes your whole nature and that of every human being for all the rest. I’ll go by the name Johnny Whooper Swan who does not explain itself to anyone. By my fruits shall I be known. Watch me soar!

Thursday, May 11, 2023

 THE PRICE of CIVILIZATION



There have been many prices to be paid for civilization as we know it. It ain’t worth any. But, you say, look around, all people have done it. Is it because the losses for organizing separate systems go so deep they cannot be measured? 


Through the practice of measuring, (science, as we know it) each worker is filled with so much limited learning he cannot begin even to appreciate what he has done to the marvelous thing he (a human) once was. Folks have been brainwashed to act only on the basis of measuring and comparing so all that is good, being immeasurable, is readily abandoned. We have sold the precious for trinkets of amusement. We sail on a Titanic of our own making daily. 


White men laughed at the Indians who sold Manhattan for beads but the Indians knew that nobody can own a piece of the mother earth. So, the way they see it they got a bunch of multi-colored beads by giving up nothing anybody should want in the first place. They got beads and the white man got the misery of living in a false, unequal hope. It is obvious that all earthlings, of every color, now are miserable. Miserable people want relief and behave like miserable people always do. Not simple enough to realize what they had and easily gave up for trinkets, they are easily hypnotized by every message that tells them somebody else is to blame for the fact they are miserable since what was promised them in churches and school rooms and in social media was happiness. These people believe themselves free if they can select which authority of humans will control and provide for them. Is that not crazy? It surely is not freedom.


Looking, one can see the greedy are very foolish. Whites can respond, “yeah, but look what we did to the Indians” just as if they are proud of it. Just as if they think they benefitted by it. If a man walks into a school or a church with a loaded automatic and shoots everybody in there does he gain? Looks like we are still at it all these years later. Names and religions and dialects change but it’s the same misery.


The key to understanding the fact of the situation today is that some expert measurer noticed that humans are beings who feel a desperate need for fulfillment and we express it in books, songs, and art as a giving of ourselves to something very great. We have experienced how good it feels when we experience freedom from selfish worries for even an hour or a day and wonder why not all the time? That yearning has been used to dominate the masses totally. It has only been necessary to convince us that an authority has constructed by using the latest measuring techniques the very best method possible for all people to give themselves over to an authority all can see is better than they are by its clothes, its land holdings, its harem of wives, its throne, its army, its flags, its theme songs, its history books, its organized religion and its ratings and all of us will be happily willing to serve. But the fact is all of it is superficial and reactionary so must invariably become a dull, boring, unfulfilled life for nearly all. It may sound hopeful at first to people desperate for a new life but it all was invented through human thinking and the drawing of conclusion after conclusion, piling them up until it can seem to be the best way to go: join this church. become a member of this political movement, qualify for this career path, marry this mate, sign a mortgage document for that home in that neighborhood, buy  a new car often, take a vacation, join Facebook. Take a picture of that! Exercise. Diet. Meditate. Protest. All of it mere superficiality. All only reactionary to a deep dissatisfaction with life as we are living it.


Everywhere you turn now people are letting you know they do not fit here. Homelessness abounds! Drug use is way out there. Youth suicide is highest ever. Crime is getting worse and worse. When the law abiding are asked what to do they reply, “we oughtta try to rehire some of the cops we fired because they were fueling the problem they had been hired to control”. Meaning, let’s try again what never worked before.


Short answer is: humans were all born to be free. Nothing less can substitute  and human life ought never be organized. What can be said in favor of a group of citizens of some organized part of humanity who actually elect to depend on a government and its currency and its illusory corporations and awesome weaponry to provide all their needs? Such people must believe they and their neighbors incapable of taking care of each other thinking that authority is stronger than love. Prefer it over love. See what is meant by brainwashing to the point we only value what we can measure? We build more prisons because it is easy to measure crime…but not at all easy to reduce it. Seek first love. Make it your priority. That is an absolute requirement for freedom. All else will be added to you. Seek first material wealth that can be measured and end up isolated, empty of heart, and lonely with the knowledge that nothing you did mattered. All of it for show.


What is found here in this discussion is not another plan to make a better government at all. That would really be insane. Rather than waste time and energy trying to fix a corrupt mental construct we have only to turn our total attention in the direction of love. All else will be added to us. Selfishness will disappear in the wind. Love and beauty, not products of thought and will, shall never let us down. Nature is not a product of thought. Thought as a master, being partial and limited, always produces disappointment and suffering. It never lets up on that. Destructiveness in all matters comes from a lack of love. It’s as simple as that.


Is scientific murder any less painful than that done from jealousy, envy or hate? Civilizations are banking on it being acceptable. Absolute insanity! Living by mind-fucks results in weapons of mass destruction, homelessness, disease, poverty, suicides, and a long, long list of other horrors. What is a mind-fuck? When a famous scientist studies enough to make from previous theories a new one that gives very impressive results, like gunpowder, for instance, the scientist will be praised for its positive effects but not held responsible for the negative ones, like deaths of many more people. Consider with me for a moment whether it could be shown that when the truth is the priority all else will be added and it will be good. Truth is, the Universe and all within it are truly one designed to  naturally act together for the welfare of the whole organism. Truth is, the Earth is a gigantic electric generator that produces vastly more power than the total population will ever need. Have any idea how many wars would have been avoided altogether were there no discrepancies in the power available to all people living on Earth at the time? 


That is but one of the many examples of what good is possible for us were we not entangled in separate systems competing for resources. A typical scientist, for example, is going to be found employed within a system subject to orders from authorities to keep his job and maintain a family and feel secure in hopes for future advancements in his career just as surely as does a poor man or woman who cleans sewers and floors and takes away garbage. A wise person  would never even consider trading freedom for money, but few are wise now. Nearly everybody from the professional criminal to the high priest of a major religion to the President of the United States is constantly saying to himself, “I have to do it”. You know exactly what is being said. What a dismal outlook there is for such animals as we. So I ask, is it not at least worth some serious effort on your part to investigate while you can into the possibility of a world where all have truth, not concepts, as the priority all day everyday? You have to decide. I cannot do it for you. 

Wednesday, May 3, 2023

 The word “experience” means to “go through to completion” and end a matter not to carry it forward with you. Real meditation begins when an experience is followed to its completion and ends some distortion so the mind is free of the experience. They don’t pile up and continuously distort one’s vision. Undistorted, the mind is able to observe itself clearly. This means what is going to come up is a brand new experience never before known.


In my own case I was taught a “method” for meditation that when followed repeatedly brought a certain peace I was not used to and I liked very much and was grateful for it. And yet, I was plagued by a thought that often within minutes after I ceased the practice I would explode at somebody or something and return to my ordinary behavior prior to ever even trying to meditate. Why do I lose it so easily? I had to wonder. Then a night came when I finished my practice at a gathering place of other meditators with the question and there came from my mind a direct, simple answer: “It has always been up to you.” I then asked myself, “well, tonight, I wonder if I can keep this peace for as long as it takes me to drive home”. When I arrived home having remained in my peaceful state the whole long ride I sat in my car a few moments in wonder at the peace and asked, “I wonder if I can keep this up until I get to bed and fall asleep”. My family was awake and there would likely be plenty of opportunity to lose what had been gained. It happened I did remain at peace until I fell asleep. Something brand new had arisen. Up to then I had begun every meditation practice with a distorted notion that the practice I was taught would give me peace in my life. The surprise was “It has always been free of circumstances.”! Real meditation begins at the point of natural, undistorted mindedness. A newborn has it!


It is not at all “spiritual elevation” or any of that nonsense. Enlightenment comes into consciousness when no image made by thought is present seeking it. It is silly and vulgar to spout out nonsense like “I pray for enlightenment for all sentient beings”. Duh.





 CHILDREN OF THE SMUG


Smugness. What is it? Dictionary meaning is “excessive pride in oneself or one’s achievements”. The source of it is insecurity. Is that a surprise? The source of insecurity is a limited and broken psychological state that makes a fella or gal imagine stupid things to escape the feeling. Inner conflict or fragmentation of the inner being weakens a human terribly. Such people are definitely affected by flattery and insults from others. Each of these flatteries or insults has been recorded permanently in the brains of these people as knowledge based on experience. A whole human being takes no thought of either flattery or insult. A wholistic life is secure. 


A close and sensitive knowledge of a tree brings instantly an understanding there is no such thing as a separate “tree” or a “not tree”. Touch one and give your complete attention to the sensation. You are the tree and the tree is you. Roots of the tree are your roots. A broken psychological state has been mended. A new human is awake suddenly. Smugness has vanished completely. The new human knows only a communion which has no opposite.


Once the writer met a young woman about to graduate from a major university with a 4 point average. We had several conversations over a few days. She told me she was troubled about what to do with her life after graduation. Without asking questions I told her “go sit under a tree nearby and ask the tree what to do and wait patiently for the tree to answer and tell me next time we meet what you learned from that tree”.  I was surprised she followed the directions and the next day she told me with great excitement “the tree told me to stop taking myself so seriously. I have felt much better since and I thank you . I believe I have learned more from you in a few conversations than I learned in the entire four years I spent in college”.

Tuesday, May 2, 2023

 WHAT MATTERS?


I can read and write and think. Do not speak to me of going back to a simpler time when we could neither read nor write. Once I got an education I could get a job and earn money to buy what will make me happy and make my family happy. Before that I was penniless and poor and had to do without. That was terrible.


Are you sure about that? Are you happy? Are families happy?


Really, I mean are you certain that you are better off knowing how to read and to write? Let us examine into it, shall we? A baby can neither read nor write and cannot get a job or money or buy anything. However, you cannot insult a baby or flatter a baby with words. On the other hand you can be flattered and insulted many times a day. Day after day for the rest of your life it can happen and you will file these insults and flatteries away as memories to relive them as your knowledge about yourself and as bricks with which you build what is called a self image and soon you become identified in your own mind by your self image. The effect is much like being locked up in a jail, is it not? It also plays out as a life you live where every day is the same and you repeat the same things and nothing you do matters. So, again, I ask are you sure you are better off than an uneducated child of nature? Such being has no self image at all. You have one and it torments you. You look in the mirror to see if your appearance is correct. What do you think is a correct appearance and where did you get that bit of knowledge? Is it true? Is it true at all? You obey it, though, do you not? Images. Images. You serve images. I am talking to myself now. 


The writer has spent time simply watching with total attention a tiny dung beetle as it rolls its ball of poop somewhere? Presumably, it is headed home with the ball which is as big as or bigger than the beetle. The beetle never ceases its journey no matter how difficult it becomes. Every few seconds its ball rolls off course and must be maneuvered back on track toward the destination. One thing matters to that beetle. Have you ever experienced being in such a state where only one thing mattered to you and you would not cease the effort required to pursue it for anybody or anything?


There is a book wherein a poet says there’s something that if  you do not have it nothing else matters; and if you do have it nothing else matters. That is a book I would recommend be read by anyone; however, it is obvious a baby would have no use for such a book since it already has that wisdom and lives by it all day every day…until it is taught to try to be something else. So, my point is only that we learn how to return to the wisdom we had as a newborn child and maintain it and have what if you do not have it nothing else matters and if you do have it nothing else matters. Freedom! Going back to a simpler time means that to me not regressing in technical know-how. It means escaping from a prison of my own making. It does mean we would definitely have the ability to use whatever technology we gain in a wise manner rather than as a fuel for self-tormenting images.  And that means a much better life for all humans everywhere.

Monday, May 1, 2023

INDIVIDUAL EXISTENCE


Let us consider together now the loneliness and solitude of confinement in the dungeon of individuality and the escape. 


From birth a society put together by the minds of millions and millions of human beings who preceded me laid upon my shoulders a burden they concocted to become some image I am not and never can be. First, the image is too small and too limited to cohabit with the soul of me. I am the world and the world is me. Second, what interests me is “what’s next?”




Thursday, April 27, 2023

 WHO BUT YOU?


If you, the Reader, are young and have a full life ahead of you, you hope, and you have one or more children, born or yet unborn, and you love them deeply do you want them to enter into this world as it is? Be serious, please. You love them dearly and you know this world must change if it is to be livable. What are you going to do? You tell me you are busy planning to do exactly what you have inherited as a way of living. I believe you. And yet, I want to urge upon you the realization of what a dangerous thing it is you are about doing. People are telling you to get on with it as your parents have done and their parents did and their parents going back as far as anyone knows. They tell you in so many ways constantly that for you to do anything else is unacceptable in the eyes of God.  You buy it! How can you? Tell me you are deliberately going to accept these commands from others in place of the obvious facts before your own eyes! I don’t believe you.


How would it feel to you to say, instead, I know not what I am going to do with my life from this moment out but I know what I am not going to do? Will not the love for your children be enough to make you undertake the unknown that frightens you so? Who else but you?




Wednesday, April 26, 2023

 Pablo Picasso is quoted as having said, “Art washes away from the Soul the dust of everyday life.” It may be so but seeing truly washes away everyday life.