THE STORY OF JOHNNY WHOOPER SWAN We go to school trusting our parents. We meet a teacher there who stands up front with a big desk, and a pointer. She or he trains us in an authoritative manner. We attach mentally to a life long need for authority in order to live lives successfully. Right so far? In my case, at the age of 25 I was ready to enter the practice of law where I hoped for success and a happy life finally. Very shortly, very shortly, I became anxious. There was a foreboding. I was made more uncomfortable with each experience. Law work is nothing like what I was told it would be. The system is corrupt. But I still cling to my expectation that career success is necessary to my happiness as a man. Each day my grasp of what the fuck success amounts to after all becomes more clouded, murkier. I hear songs on the airwaves and at concerts which describe my life as the life of a fool. What am I becoming? I want to rip off my business suit to run naked in the street with my hair on fire! But I am too afraid. In strange, weird (weird comes from a word meaning wise), fragmented steps I go about a journey of my own believing myself to be the first man to have failed in such a total way which journey works so as to break up my career, end a marriage, and start an entirely new way of relating with my two children whom I love deeply. Almost magically I meet a woman who is a career counselor who asserts a beautiful message that I am made to be joyful in my work everyday and at all levels. This understanding sets me on a completely new course. It is no longer a world of systems to me but an undivided one of unlimited beauty. It reminds me of a painting. A true masterpiece. I am drawn from within to learn the truth about my identity and nobody else can teach me that. From this point onward I will use thinking capacity for mastering mechanical processes and follow my heart, which includes my whole nature, which includes your whole nature and that of every human being for all the rest. I’ll go by the name Johnny Whooper Swan who does not explain itself to anyone. By my fruits shall I be known. Watch me soar!

Saturday, December 16, 2017

What Could Be More Obvious?


What could be more obvious than that no person belongs to a nation nor any other imaginary gaggle of folks made up of himself and others but that any nation or gaggle is a concept only and therefor useful only to describe what has been left behind. I am trying to say a living thing can never be comfortable serving what has no life, a mere concept. I attended a high school in America where I was told the first day, “You are a Monterey Plainsman”. Why? Because you live with your parents on 26th Street, that's why.

It is most important to one's sanity to understand that a group concept, a memory, always in the past, is dead. An anthropologist finds an old pot among a pile of rubbish and declares, “the people who lived here long ago ate from pots made like this one. Let us call them Oblong Pot People”. Someone might find that interesting, I am not sure, but not so interesting as to decide he serves a society himself this moment. Society is never about here and now. Natural, living things always exists in the present, forever moving, exploring, changing, learning and evolving. Your reason for doing something today ought never be based on, “because we did it that way yesterday”. We are current. That means something. Never let it be said you are a creature of habit. That phrase describes a zombie.

And every rule is made by someone who is afraid. People who are afraid will fuck up every time. They have no faith. They do not trust anybody, least of all do they trust in themselves. So, do you want to bet your life on anyone who at the moment has no faith in themselves even? I should say not!

Money means this: There is not going to be enough so let's gamble in a game deigned to find out who gets to survive. To make it sellable, let's call the game the real world. The most interesting part of this situation is to realize those who are appointed as bosses in the so-called real world (that is in fact a game) in all ways cheat. There is no cure for it. Conceited people cheat.

A wise person gives freely what he most needs. Yet is always satisfied. A fool who hoards will always be afraid. You already know what people who are afraid always do. The wise are not opposed to playing games and having fun but are good sports and remember always they are at play when they are at play. For example, wise people have been known to fly kites for fun when told there is not going to be enough but they never, never will be caught gambling your life for their own safety. No! The wise will find a way. That is what it means to be wise. You have it but do not know where you put it.

Okay. Having had truth revealed you can continue serving a conceptualized society which is fear driven, dead, lost in the past, rigged in someone else's favor and phony. It is up to you.

You are human. A tiny child who has been alive but a short while, has little or no language, has never been to school, owns nothing, is listened to by no one, that one is fearless in the face of his inner urge to stand and to walk forward. Where did that courage go?

Do you dare to consider whether a child, left to his own devices, will know what is good for him or her, moment to moment, for the rest of a lifetime? Will you at least admit you do not know?

I have a grandson who recently told his mom, after being lectured to brush his teeth, these are my teeth and I can take care of them! My daughter asked Matias, Are you telling me that if I leave you alone you will brush your teeth? The answer swift and sure: Yes!

Be honest. Can you truly say you disagree with that little boy? Look deeper if you do. That child is wiser than you.


I am certain those youngsters are the teachers. You are not and so will continually meddle in their lives and cause serious harm and as you do so betray day after day your own shriveled up human heart and blame somebody else for the troubles you cause. And learn nothing.

Oh, I hear you saying, that small child needs our help he is too young to know of the many dangers, etc. etc. etc. Look deeper.  See.  Look at those big eyes staring into your heart.  Do you not feel?  Is it not certain that young boy is drawing unto himself who and what he needs from within his presence as such a bright, beautiful, small being? There is such a big difference when one sees what is actually happening, not what I think is happening. All our troubles stem from conceit. To think, I am big and smart and strong and I am here to save that boy is vastly different from that beautiful child is here to save me by showing me my own heart and my urge to serve something good and pure.