THE STORY OF JOHNNY WHOOPER SWAN We go to school trusting our parents. We meet a teacher there who stands up front with a big desk, and a pointer. She or he trains us in an authoritative manner. We attach mentally to a life long need for authority in order to live lives successfully. Right so far? In my case, at the age of 25 I was ready to enter the practice of law where I hoped for success and a happy life finally. Very shortly, very shortly, I became anxious. There was a foreboding. I was made more uncomfortable with each experience. Law work is nothing like what I was told it would be. The system is corrupt. But I still cling to my expectation that career success is necessary to my happiness as a man. Each day my grasp of what the fuck success amounts to after all becomes more clouded, murkier. I hear songs on the airwaves and at concerts which describe my life as the life of a fool. What am I becoming? I want to rip off my business suit to run naked in the street with my hair on fire! But I am too afraid. In strange, weird (weird comes from a word meaning wise), fragmented steps I go about a journey of my own believing myself to be the first man to have failed in such a total way which journey works so as to break up my career, end a marriage, and start an entirely new way of relating with my two children whom I love deeply. Almost magically I meet a woman who is a career counselor who asserts a beautiful message that I am made to be joyful in my work everyday and at all levels. This understanding sets me on a completely new course. It is no longer a world of systems to me but an undivided one of unlimited beauty. It reminds me of a painting. A true masterpiece. I am drawn from within to learn the truth about my identity and nobody else can teach me that. From this point onward I will use thinking capacity for mastering mechanical processes and follow my heart, which includes my whole nature, which includes your whole nature and that of every human being for all the rest. I’ll go by the name Johnny Whooper Swan who does not explain itself to anyone. By my fruits shall I be known. Watch me soar!

Monday, May 9, 2022

 STORIES  


Something is wrong with how, as humans, we live our lives. It is so very far from the real and true it is in a different dimension altogether.


Using the concept of linear time as if it were how life happens we tell stories to each other.  Telling stories fosters attachment to concepts. Every child must be corralled and subjected to years of heavy-duty training before the life we want for them is encoded strongly enough in their young minds to invent a mechanical thing that can be controlled through fear and made a citizen of an imaginary nation, a wife or

husband, a father or mother, a sports fan, a book reader, an organized religion’s follower, a money maker, credit card carrier,  a consumer etc. etc. etc. It is called child rearing and schooling and coaching and religious training and advertising. It is sad indeed to admit that in a few years of this the small human’s “nature” will be commonly described to be the way the indoctrinated machine functions and what the free child began as will be labeled “wild” and “beastly” and sadly condemned as evil. It is enough to make a body sick. And so it does. 


It is worth looking into the matter carefully since we follow this line of thought as our principle way of dealing with one another when it is so false. One has been taught to cherish stories by repeated doses of them beginning early in childhood. Some parents begin to read to a child in the womb. All are convinced it is so good a thing to do. Johnny went to town. Johnny was tempted to steal a plum. Johnny decided not to steal the plum. Johnny is a good boy and we like him. Johnny played ball. Johnny practiced every day and worked very hard to learn to play well. Johnny’s team won every game. We adore Johnny and want to be like him. The cop wants to hear your story. The judge wants to hear your story. The jury wants a story. Your boss wants story after story. Your wife or husband, too. Your parents. And so on. 


A cherished experience of mine took place back when I was practicing law as a career. It taught me to see through stories to find something precious. I had gotten a call that my sister and brother-in-law needed my help at court since they were being held for trial on charges my nephew had been cutting school. Parents were made by law liable for the truancy of their offspring. I immediately marched to their aid. I listened a few moments to the proceedings and picked up that the judge was expressing grave concern over the matter and was threatening to hand out severe punishment to my relatives. Quickly, I requested a moment alone with my nephew to discuss the case which request was granted. I escorted my nephew out into the hall outside the hearing of the court and asked him simply, “Why are you not going to school, Jonathon?” After a few moments the child replied, “I don’t know.” His answer pierced my heart and I wanted the judge to feel it so I took Jonathon back before the Judge without further questioning of the child and there repeated my question and we heard the same plain answer come from a place all humans recognize without doubt as real pain. That judge changed completely into an understanding friend to the whole family even expressing a promise to work patiently with us to help Jonathon work out a satisfactory outcome to any difficulty with his schooling.


Motion is not action. Action is not motion. Motion is the outcome of action. But you do not agree. You insist it is motion and it takes time precisely because you have been conditioned to think so by repeated storytelling. Seeing is action. Every action is happening to the whole Universe and has its effect throughout it. To describe such a vast happening would be totally impossible. I heard it told that a man knows as a fact that at the time of his earliest ancestor, maybe a million years ago, there was in existence in the DNA of that ancestor all that would eventually bring him forth by birth a million years later and he is living proof of that fact and furthermore it means that inside him is something as old as mankind. He has existed that long at least.


Existence occurs in a vastness that can only be approached in humblest acceptance. All can be said is it happened. And each human is aware every moment of how happenings are impacting its body. That is all we know and it is enough. The bodies are fully capable of responding to what happens as it happens in what is experienced as the present. We cannot act in the past or the future. Seeing is action. That is a fact. In our natural state a human is without conflict or the accompanying fear conflict causes. There is clarity. There is freedom. There is passion and there is love. Such is an entirely different way of living from the story telling way. In the way of truth a life is bound in love by free hearts. Johnny, in this dimension, will trust his instincts in the present where life is actually taking place and let each day be experienced for all it is worth leading to the next one. Such an attitude is in harmony with all other singers and brings shared joy in a way all the planning and striving for goals, for progress as we define it, can never possibly bring to Johnny. So many who have succeeded in their plans have testified to this fact, 


“I had it all and I was miserable”. 


This story we can tell to end stories in linear time to deprive them of their power over us. 


So why do we insist on telling stories. Well, we have decided to separate ourselves from the whole of life and live as individuals and we call it freedom because the idea that spawns the separation told us we will now be free to decide for ourselves how we want life to go.* It felt good in the same way that many drugs feel good temporarily and then abandon us. We hope we will be rewarded for the good things we do and punished for the bad things we do. We learn by society’s conditioning to proudly proclaim “ I do it my way.” Trouble is, your life and my life are not our own, they are inseparable from the life that binds all living things. 


We do not follow that fact. For very complex reasons people elect to pretend to act in the past and future and not now at all. Now is just ignored as only important for planning tomorrow or regretting yesterday. In the scheme people have invented tomorrow holds our dreams. And tomorrow never comes and we end up with a bag of empty yesterdays. We may want to explore some of those complex reasons later but for now we will concentrate on the fact that is enough to make anybody sick.


To tell a story in linear time one must be committed, locked firmly, into a really limited concept of one’s capability. So limited is it that it is a fact that it is unworthy of consideration by anyone who is sane. Since the entire universe is back of all happenings one must be willing to ignore 99.99999% of what is involved in a happening to shrink it by imagination into a story over linear time involving a limited number of actors to make a story in linear time manageable. One person opens a story “I recall my mother laughed a lot”. From that, meaning is to be conveyed. Its supposed meaning is so lacking in the consideration of an unlimited number of factors it is useless as science and so very dangerous to us all. Nations go to war based on such trivia. Doctors prescribe drugs which have an unknown number of side effects. Parents punish children based on unreliable stories based in linear time which never happen. Religious leaders promise a happy after-life based on such stories. This practice can be seen if examined closely as providing society with a means of placing blame and praise on its citizens solely to make it seem to the conditioned brains of its citizens that the society is controlling their lives for them when nothing could ever be farther from the truth. It is pure entertainment offered up by hacks that brings jerry-rigged solutions we are living with and when suffering comes, which it must, we describe it as “the way life is” unnecessarily. A mere fix is a pathetic basis for a human life. We use them everywhere now and give out awards for doing so.


It is not suggested here that any reader undertake a plan based in linear time to correct the situation described for the very reason it would be the same conduct that has afflicted us up to now, the false belief that action is motion. Seeing the dilemma will bring about a whole new approach to the vastness of life where no spelled-out particular course of action will be needed.


The only reported way out of the mess is a serious study undertaken with deepest passion into one’s own psyche in order to find what has been done to you with purpose so cruel. By that effort it is possible to be in a position to help others recover their power. One such individual has written: 


“he told me a long time ago that I need conscious contact with a power [of now] greater than myself [as a planner].  He has helped me develop that contact and I cherish the experience.” Another has written, “he helped me to put my mind, hands, and eye together to express consciously what I felt unconsciously and I got yesterday, today, and tomorrow in the same room and there’s very little you can’t imagine happening.” The talks of J Krishnamurti which graciously have been saved and are available free on the internet are an excellent resource.


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 * Up to this point we have found the meaning of the Bible Story in Genesis of the fall from a garden paradise by eating the fruit of the tree of knowledge. One of the wisest people I have known, J Krishnamurti from India, told many times to listeners that it is so very important to see that all knowledge ALL KNOWLEDGE is limited. And would often point out that we know that because knowledge is made from experience and memory which are definitely also limited. In the story it is God’s love for us that wants us to never rely upon limited knowledge for when we do we create more problems every time. As an example it has been shown that scientists are constantly coming up with new inventions, making a whole lot of money for themselves and companies who use their inventions, only to always discover the many, sometimes deadly, consequences of the uses of the new invention. The record is clear on this yet we, in our societies, continue to repeat the tragedies and to call it “progress”. Some who find with clarity this practice is only for the most foolish will see that and the practice, for them, will end. You may want to consider a serious search yourself. According to Genesis God wants that much for all of us today and, who knows, ending it may put us back in the Garden together where we belong.


Friday, May 6, 2022

 Passion For Life


In brief, what I see now is to be spoken. The table was turned. In a flash the true creator was killed and replaced instantly by a new God-one who serves man!  A Magic Being was imagined to give us what we want when we want it in a story in linear time. The idea was, “You are gonna love this God!” Temples and rituals came in fashion as evidence this was a real, important trend to be followed by good people.


And it has not worked to anyone’s satisfaction. In fact, ever since, life for humans has been a struggle with ever-increasing difficulties. Thinking had  become so popular, though, it could not be stopped from doing that. An observer had been invented inside the brains of all children. Thinking took over and ever since thinking is busy thinking about itself and making records of itself to put in museums and libraries and call it knowledge. Thinking can put on a God mask and tell everybody lies. It invents theories to describe what it desires in place of what is. Thinkers take turns and a few are noticed and asked to come back. Thinking invented art, religion, science, nationalism, measurement, and comparison. Thinking is like a clever. It divides what is indivisible. It cuts things apart to make more things. Real quick, nobody can tell anymore what is, as if it once was and is not anymore. It hurts. The pain can be received as a call to stop what one is doing. Those who hear the call head back home, without direction, to check to see how things are there if anything is left to check on and find it all just fine and dandy so do not want anybody to find them and take them away again.  But they do feel an urge to sneak back to see if anyone there is about ready to go back home they can encourage with a snack and a map. The map mentioned is only a beginning sketch to be discarded as soon as possible once there is enough confidence that the way is obvious. All travelers, suddenly, will clearly realize “As I am” in a  silence that has nothing to do with the absence of sounds. Therein lies treasure.

Tuesday, May 3, 2022

 On Death


Consider for a bit the question:  What is death? 


As a human I say that it is death that matters to someone the most. We are told we die. We attend a funeral. We look upon a dead body. We read stories where death happens. We ask others and receive confirmation that we will die.  We recognize signs of aging in older people. We must wonder, at least a little, were we born to die? And then wonder what that question means and where from did it come to us to ask it. All these things mentioned so far can come to people who have no education formally and who never have read a book or written one. People who have no concept of who might be better than who nor think of themselves as smart have these experiences. Maybe this means these experiences are more trustworthy than all of that wordiness.


Now, suppose someone has experienced failure and its pain. Is that a form of death? Why not? It is a sharp experience of an ending of something important to that individual. It is certainly unwanted. It is at least kin to death. It is possible to turn a corner mentally here, at this point, and ask: Is death friendly? Does life have meaning if seen as separate from death? It is not that life is death but that it is inseparable from it. Truth is life-death. Could it be we are more than a little opposed to an ending. Not really opposed to either death or failure. Ending frightens because the unknown frightens. What is the cause of the fear of the unknown? It’s opposite…the known…is monotony. The unknown holds mystery and that is exciting. Why fear it?


Monday, May 2, 2022

 One who has been called a master has said, “The Way Out Is Within.” 


It caused me to think how it is with the computer explosion. The whole happening depends upon a tiny chip. The tinier the better…the more the power…the more can be discovered, uncovered, and understood. The deeper and wider go its influences. 


Where I live people worship the computer now more than any other resource by far. Surely it is so that we show our dedication openly by what it is that we most covet. By what we give most attention to. That is our god. How we see it as essential to our lives is astounding and growing, growing, growing. Who are we? We worship what was made by human hands. Ironically, it is going to lead us back home after much, much suffering just as has always been our destiny…unless… we see in time …less is more. Nothing is everything. The importance of every grain of sand. Beauty is found in the pointless. Unless we love.

Sunday, May 1, 2022

Beauty occurs when there is no separate self around. Beauty is pointless. The pointless is beautiful. It is recommended that one do and do often as many pointless activities as one can manage. In that way can it be possible to discover the value in the beautiful. It probably is so that some scientists will see evidence to show the Universe is coming apart gradually but some think it is, actually, self -creative.

 

Beauty probably plays a big part in that aspect.

Friday, April 29, 2022

 

Thinking In Its Proper Place


When you see, instantly you know what action to take. There is no choice to make. It is certain. It is done. 

Thinking can build a telescope and a rocket ship to the stars and account for money earned, saved and spent. And it can serve all all other mechanical operations it invents. But if you use thinking to guide your life psychologically from within what your life was soon will become a mechanical process. It is to be walking dead. There will be no creativity. There will be no love. You will be nagged by a recurring worry that some important thing is missing and you will not know what is lost. Like a machine you will repeat the same behaviors expecting different results so long as you shall happen to live. You will buy insurance, for example, expecting good health. You will invest money expecting to enjoy your old age. You will court the opposite sex and expect to find love. But love and enjoyment will stay away. Thinking is quite limited. Science makes many technological advances but always leaves many more to be explored. Thinking is quite limited. Science solves problems but creates many more. The missing ingredient in societies today is something that puts thinking in its proper place and leads a free human being on a living journey filled with love and peace and enjoyment and true abundance. It requires no naming and no religion and only is found by free people not being controlled by thought. Thinking is over-rated and quite limited. What is beyond it is unlimited.


Follow a butterfly. Imagine what the caterpillar realized when its cocoon opened.




Wednesday, April 27, 2022

 If there is a profound change now

the future will be new.