THE STORY OF JOHNNY WHOOPER SWAN We go to school trusting our parents. We meet a teacher there who stands up front with a big desk, and a pointer. She or he trains us in an authoritative manner. We attach mentally to a life long need for authority in order to live lives successfully. Right so far? In my case, at the age of 25 I was ready to enter the practice of law where I hoped for success and a happy life finally. Very shortly, very shortly, I became anxious. There was a foreboding. I was made more uncomfortable with each experience. Law work is nothing like what I was told it would be. The system is corrupt. But I still cling to my expectation that career success is necessary to my happiness as a man. Each day my grasp of what the fuck success amounts to after all becomes more clouded, murkier. I hear songs on the airwaves and at concerts which describe my life as the life of a fool. What am I becoming? I want to rip off my business suit to run naked in the street with my hair on fire! But I am too afraid. In strange, weird (weird comes from a word meaning wise), fragmented steps I go about a journey of my own believing myself to be the first man to have failed in such a total way which journey works so as to break up my career, end a marriage, and start an entirely new way of relating with my two children whom I love deeply. Almost magically I meet a woman who is a career counselor who asserts a beautiful message that I am made to be joyful in my work everyday and at all levels. This understanding sets me on a completely new course. It is no longer a world of systems to me but an undivided one of unlimited beauty. It reminds me of a painting. A true masterpiece. I am drawn from within to learn the truth about my identity and nobody else can teach me that. From this point onward I will use thinking capacity for mastering mechanical processes and follow my heart, which includes my whole nature, which includes your whole nature and that of every human being for all the rest. I’ll go by the name Johnny Whooper Swan who does not explain itself to anyone. By my fruits shall I be known. Watch me soar!

Monday, February 8, 2021

 THE BIG DIFFERENCE


I have been interested lately in developing a relationship with a guitar. It was a surprise to me when I found it among items I had stored away a few years ago. Didn’t know I had one. It’s pretty.


This morning I received an email from a friendly music geek concerning active versus passive listening. I read a bit of it.

It says: The human brain has the capacity to perceive about 11 million bits of information per second and suddenly there came a shift to the difference between active living and passive living…inside me and for me I stopped reading. 


There is such a difference and that difference is all anyone needs to be one’s own inspiration now.


I shall resist a temptation to elaborate upon the preceding sentence and give my reader a break. I am not taking credit for such a decision. Just say I shifted from passive living to active living and we both benefitted.  Keep coming back.  I need your company. I was born a long way from where I belong and am headed back home. 


Let Us Milk A Cow By The Hand Of Love And Share The Ice Cream.     Ran Smith Dairy

Sunday, February 7, 2021

 IT IS A GOOD THING


It is a good thing to receive an education. But you will not get one from a school. If you doubt this, check with Albert Einstein who educated his school. At an organized school a programmed student, if given a diploma, is told he or she is educated. Nowadays, this misinformation costs a whole lot of money and time which is to be repaid from the student’s career earnings provided by society, the concept driven factory that sells diplomas with free bumper stickers and silly hats, jackets, and hand signals. Do you require more enlightenment or must it come to you from life spent as one more brain wirer. Better to find what you love. First, you must find love. If not, nothing else matters.  If you do find it, 



nothing else matters. Let Us Milk A Cow By The Hand Of Love And Share The Ice Cream.     Ran Smith Dairy


Wednesday, February 3, 2021

 THE GAP BETWEEN TWO WORLDS


There must be freedom enough to be aware authorities 

want to form organizations. In that observation is actual 

observation of now instead of observation from the past 

that leads to “my conclusions”. 


That way, you see what actually is 

without judgment or condemnation. 

Watch it flower and disappear before your eyes. 

You have come home.

Cells of your body change. 

The contents of cells change. 

You become a light unto yourself. 


Time has lost its power. 

You are no longer a pig on a farm awaiting daily slop.

Sunday, January 17, 2021

 To successfully kill the false being within and victoriously conclude the spiritual revolution.


From INTO THE WILD, a film 


Listen. There is a hole in your thinking wide as the Grand Canyon only it is never-ending in its bad effects. You are like a man who is trying to fill a water bucket which has a large hole in the bottom. Sit here and be still. The hole is a confusion among words we all use without knowing what we are talking about. The list is long. Reverie, Belief, Creed, Vision, Destiny, Imagination, Flight, Fancy, Verities, Principles, Proofs, Scriptures and so on.  These are tossed about like the meaning does not need to be clear only to strike an emotional response to win an argument.


What is the spiritual revolution?


If one is talking to a listener who is clear-headed it is one thing. But, who in a crowd is clear-headed? Actually, if everyone were clear-headed no one would speak. All would know. All would be of the same mind. All would act together as one. 


A clear-headed speaker means to tell what he has seen. Does not even suggest you believe him or her. It is spoken from love. It is like a tribe of humans lives in a valley where they have existed for many centuries surrounded by mountains which they have never climbed. In that Valley there has been developed a widely held religious belief that on the other side of the chain of mountains lives the All-Powerful Anointed One who loves us all. When a person dies, according to the belief, we ascend the mountain and live within the Heavenly Palaces of the Anointed Savior.  One person climbs to the top of the mountains and looks over. He is so moved by what he sees he rushes home to tell the others. The one who has seen does not care to be believed. He cares only to say, “Go to the top and look over for yourself!”


No clear-headed human being wants a following. Such a one speaks from the heart to the hearts of listeners to encourage the spiritual revolution. See for yourself.


Up to this moment there is no evidence humans have ever understood the messenger. We decide to believe or not believe that the messenger saw what he tells he saw. By that, we separate into believers and non-believers. Neither believer nor nonbeliever knows what is so. The imagined belief or non-belief is the glue each bunch counts upon to bind them as a group to work together on building a better world for themselves. It works to make many changes inside each group but utterly fails on the side of making a better world. All generally agree things are getting worse. The winners of an argument seem to have prevailed all right but the truth has eluded them one more time. The people remain as blind beings in the valley of ignorance.


How many times must a man look up before he can see the sky?


Here’s a song-

The One LOVE.


Don’t be wasting any more time, babe, tryin’ to join together what Is already one.

That from the Beginning has been done.

Love is not for sale. 

Won’t be worn as a ring on a finger or a thumb.


So, my dear, if you’ll quit trying to keep warm by swallowing the Sun something you always had but never knew you had will seem automatically to come.



You can’t mint love.

You cannot print love.

You can’t give or take it and

sure can’t forsake it.

It does for you and me what we never even thought we wanted done.


Just feel it. Feel it. Feel it. 

All love asks of you is everything you claim you wish to have…

and then some.


Talkin’ ‘bout the One LOVE.


Monday, January 11, 2021

FORAGING FOR LIFE



After I dropped the practice of law as a means of earning money with which I bought food and provisions for living as a human being, some would frequently ask, “What do you do?” That has always seemed to be the first question we ask upon getting acquainted with on another. At first, I was not comfortable with the question since I was living in a way different from most people of the day. However, soon it became a game I enjoyed playing. Today, I would say, I am a forager. I forage for food and provisions. A person hearing me might immediately picture me with a basket and a spear and bow and knife in the wilderness looking to find wild animals and berries and the like. That is not my way in today’s world in this part of the Earth. 


Ever since man and woman began to forage, millions of years ago, it has required much intelligence and skill. I would say it takes more knowledge and skill and a more fully engaged brain than practicing law does but not anywhere near the time daily required to act like a lawyer. Foraging takes into consideration a very, very wide range of possible sources and a mind open to literally any of the sources being today’s meal and lodging and provisions for what you are going to utilize today for a fascinating adventure of life.  This immediately preceding sentence causes links of any human brain to flash messages that direct the body to be tremendously awake and alert to every little nuance in the present environment where life happens in order to seize the bounty already set out before each forager. I have read that a forager on Earth 30,000 years ago had the capacity to listen to the slightest movement of grasses to detect the presence, for example, of a snake. Few humans can claim that depth of perception today. As a modern forager I do. However, by my own experience, I learned early that amazing capacities lurking within a human being can be realized only by a quiet brain that is fully operating at a high level of intelligence. I quickly saw that the time I spend each day in a practice of a truth that will always still a brain and bring quiet so no effort is wasted engaging by imagination in worries about troubles that will never come about. Obviously, this freedom is precious to a forager. A much more effective and efficient forage is at hand.


Do not be fooled.  The forager I tell of is not a thief nor a beggar.  Lawyers are and doctors and ministers and all the other professions practiced currently in the modern world to gain money as opposed to foraging as it is described here. Burn that fact into your conscious brain. Foragers share without hesitation. Foragers are happy people. Free of worries about having enough, these people are in love with life as they live it, not as someone promises it as a reward for suffering. I am telling of a world that anyone can enjoy to the fullest here and now with no strings attached. Begin today a self examination to bring a discovery of what capacities you have but utilize little or not at all to be wildly excited to wake up each morning in wonder. Surely, while reading this many exciting possibilities have occurred to you already that make you eager to begin your own examination of just what kind of world you would redesign for yourself should you feel invited to do so.

Friday, January 8, 2021

 When you was is                                                                                           you gave it up to strive to be what ain’t.                                                  Your struggle has brought you heartbreak ‘cause you can’t become a saint. 


Though you are as busy as a worker ant I invite you to come to a Ball.

To which you are to come as you

and as you alone you must dance  

the rest of your life you must dance 

with a love that makes sense of it all.


Together, we can study the practice of any living thing which explodes from the center of its being, but not like a firecracker, like the cry of a wolf.

Thursday, January 7, 2021

 If I have everything I want


If everything I want is what I have


that which I want I have

that which I have I want 


If what I want are two large wings a graceful neck and a hot orange beak

I am a swan.


Happiness in life is so simple. It has nothing to do with acquiring what you do not have.  It has only to do with recognizing what you have been given that cannot be taken from you. It is a tragedy to have it and not know you have it because to you you may as well not have it at all. And you do.


I am a swan. And when you see me glide across a pool you imagine such a one must think:

“Look. I can get anything I want” 

but you are mistaken.

You see freedom. 

What is empty of wanting.

If I beheld that in you I could fly with you.


There is a big difference between believing you can have victory and knowing you are victory.

The one who believes will either lose and hate himself or win and then tell himself, “I was victorious” and spend the rest of his life remembering he once was victorious. Memories fade. Trophies corrode behind glass. 


Have you met anyone with a trophy case who is content? It violates the law of trophies. Never content is their slogan and so they remain discontent. For them it is always winter. For one who is content it is always Spring.


This writing points to you as you are. Many point you to what you are not. You are not defined by circumstances. Know that simple fact. Fly! Without wings fly!