THE STORY OF JOHNNY WHOOPER SWAN We go to school trusting our parents. We meet a teacher there who stands up front with a big desk, and a pointer. She or he trains us in an authoritative manner. We attach mentally to a life long need for authority in order to live lives successfully. Right so far? In my case, at the age of 25 I was ready to enter the practice of law where I hoped for success and a happy life finally. Very shortly, very shortly, I became anxious. There was a foreboding. I was made more uncomfortable with each experience. Law work is nothing like what I was told it would be. The system is corrupt. But I still cling to my expectation that career success is necessary to my happiness as a man. Each day my grasp of what the fuck success amounts to after all becomes more clouded, murkier. I hear songs on the airwaves and at concerts which describe my life as the life of a fool. What am I becoming? I want to rip off my business suit to run naked in the street with my hair on fire! But I am too afraid. In strange, weird (weird comes from a word meaning wise), fragmented steps I go about a journey of my own believing myself to be the first man to have failed in such a total way which journey works so as to break up my career, end a marriage, and start an entirely new way of relating with my two children whom I love deeply. Almost magically I meet a woman who is a career counselor who asserts a beautiful message that I am made to be joyful in my work everyday and at all levels. This understanding sets me on a completely new course. It is no longer a world of systems to me but an undivided one of unlimited beauty. It reminds me of a painting. A true masterpiece. I am drawn from within to learn the truth about my identity and nobody else can teach me that. From this point onward I will use thinking capacity for mastering mechanical processes and follow my heart, which includes my whole nature, which includes your whole nature and that of every human being for all the rest. I’ll go by the name Johnny Whooper Swan who does not explain itself to anyone. By my fruits shall I be known. Watch me soar!

Friday, April 28, 2017

Language

I want to know why if you brought a group of young children into a ROOM WHERE A NUMBER OF ORDINARY OBJECTS WERE SCATTERED ABOUT AND LEFT THE CHILDREN, WHY, WHATEVER THEY DID, WOULD YOU CALL IT “PLAY” AND NOT CALL IT “WORK”?


When an adult, says, I was just playing, what is meant? Now, tell me this: on the average, who plays more, a child or an adult? It is not even close, is it? An average adult only plays. Is always pretending not to know what he is really doing. A child is real much of the time. The difference between play acting and work may be found in the experience on the inside of the person, whatever the age. One is fun and the other drudgery. The words “play” and “work” are most imprecise terms. They are their own antonyms even. It is to be wondered how many other important words are like these ones?


Adults, now is the time for your tears.

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